Recently had a chat with my cousin who sounded positive disappointed with my absence from the city while she is going to be around. in earlier times, i would be in a tizzy and obsessed about whether she judged me or whether she should have judged me, etc, etc. today i asked myself where does my priority in life lies? today is one of those rare days when i am feeling nearly good! yippy!!
Author: Sarbari
>illegitimacies and identity
>there have been countless times in the past when i have written my blog, in my mind, organised my thoughts, even put the lines the way i thought they ought to be; but never really “typing” them on this page, as i am doing now. why do i do this? well, in some ways, that is what i am going to write about. i believe i am a woman of substance. I am over 51 years of age, live in India, been married, had a child, raised her, been divorced, been in relationships, worked full time as also loved, fought, claimed, offered, received, rejected, accepted, reached out, ran away, denied, acknowledged, hated, ignored, cared for and been loved. i have had a difficult and a very interesting life …. difficult because that is how i feel about the experience, and interesting because it still fascinates me. the idea of illegitimacy can occur in people’s lives in many ways … through
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