>to begin with i wonder whether i have anything to write? may be, may be not. Hmmmm, there is an internal feeling that i am ignoring and trying hard to remain untouched by it. so, who have I been in the past three to four days? partly me that i recognise, partly me that i wish to reconfigure. for example in conversations with people, i can hear my repartees or responses or opinions inside my head but i am not expressing them. it is a kind of experimentation but also is kind of fun. Fun is being in control and not being this blabbermouth, putting your dirty foot in your mouth, being the loud, obnoxious, hurting creature who others rather avoid. it makes me a little distant, little cold but i think it is worth it. why would i want to express my opinion so freely, or blurt out what am i thinking or feeling to others just like that?
Author: Sarbari
>Am I sensitive enough?
>http://www.sumedhas.org/With all the new year wishes poring in – I renewed my respect for the sheer positive energy we have around us. We seem to be in a hurry to get over with whatever is unpleasant in life and make it as happy and cheerful as possible .Somehow the cynic in me worries about it.. as it also worries about a very important topic that I would like some more opinions on this… When I see the deluge of hate and violence in this world – it takes me by surprise. No matter how often it happens – it still shocks me. Like all of us – I try to see what happens in the micro-world that I inhibit – are there some seeds of the same phenomenan that creates such madness? I see that seed . I see it everywhere. That seed is insensitivity. It is sowed in every human being and colors all our behavioural patterns by the
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