>here i have been feeling very low and depressed … for no particular reason really … just the mornings are so dreary and tiring … and i never was like that. my mornings were almost always nice and cheerful. then i reminded myself that every day waking up means i have to depend upon others for small movements and worse still, i can not do half the things i used to do. asked A what makes him so happy … he said he was the “happy sort” … hmm .. then he thought some more and said what makes him happy is that he feels free to be able to do what he feels like, does not have any worry or load on him ….. i asked myself how come i do not feel the same way … what makes me feel so weighed down? Have I lost the ability to feel good or hopeful about life itself? then i
Author: Sarbari
The new year
I am writing this blog after a long time …. as i was going through what i had written earlier, it also put me in touch with the fact that how easily i give up most things that i start. but i am feeling good that i have started again. the day is so sunny outside … nice january afternoon sunshine, the leaves of the trees outside my windows are nodding in unision .. am listening to R D Burman on the web .. life is good at this moment. Tatas have launched their Rs. 1 lac or under $ 2500 car today in India; it is historical .. feeling proud that it is the Tatas and it is happening in India. the car does look smart and has a nice name .. Tata Nano. Reading discussions with Dalai Lama …. to be able to watch my own feelings, especially the destructive ones are sometimes so amazing. my broken leg
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