>here i have been feeling very low and depressed … for no particular reason really … just the mornings are so dreary and tiring … and i never was like that. my mornings were almost always nice and cheerful. then i reminded myself that every day waking up means i have to depend upon others for small movements and worse still, i can not do half the things i used to do. asked A what makes him so happy … he said he was the “happy sort” … hmm .. then he thought some more and said what makes him happy is that he feels free to be able to do what he feels like, does not have any worry or load on him ….. i asked myself how come i do not feel the same way … what makes me feel so weighed down? Have I lost the ability to feel good or hopeful about life itself? then i
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