I am going in for a procedure tomorrow and feeling really scared about it. but this post is not about that. it is about something that i have suspected for a long time and now feel more convinced about it. that I am genetically modified to feel unhappy. my genes have probably never seen happy days and were doomed from the time the first chain started. 😦 do you think there is something called unhappy genes? i think so. i think my genes certainly are. if i look at from whom these genes have been passed on? uh huh, you got it, they were unhappy souls alright. i mean among so many people , i have the genius like capability to find out those who are not good enough, and are not worth themselves. From all things that i come across, i can almost immediately pin point those that are wrong, not working well, and then give myself the
To Stand Aside!
Went to the Passport office for the second time today. Yesterday they were not happy with the papers that I had taken proving that I was indeed divorced. they wanted all the papers ; and in a way it was my mistake that I did not take the whole bundle of papers giving gory details of what he did and what I did and why the heck the judge passed the order for the divorce, etc, etc. I felt weird handing over those papers citing unpleasant and intimate details of our lives to people to who these would not matter one bit, save for administrative purposes. But then, it had to be done. Left a deep distaste in my mouth.
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