>I had a very interesting day recently. it started with a petty fight with A over a very petty thing but we brought out the worst in each other. was not very pleasant way to start a day, but ….. 😦 i went out of the house, went to my work space, vowed to myself to be “absolutely and completely” self sufficient (as though there can exist a reality like that) but i think i gave it a good try! i finished lots of odd things that were just pending. i vowed to start driving again; i guess it was my way of putting myself in the driver’s seat again! then the strange things started happening – i started meeting various facets of my identity or shall i say, various facets of women’s identities, all of them on the same day. came the first encounter. some one who i did not know from before, came to meet me. the
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>well, i am not going to write about them, for i don’t know much. i have been intrigued by my dreams of the last one week. most of them are angst ridden, full of rage, angry dreams about people and houses. either i am not getting full control of my own house, or i am being disapproved by some other or both. this led me to look at the main characters of my dreams. in most cases, there is this middle to oldish man, who seems to be mocking at me and suggesting all kinds of insinuations. there is this youngish woman who seems to be a party to this man, more silent but cunning and manipulative, and one or two hangers on, who are not saying anything but not supporting me either. i am filled with rage in my dreams and feeling quite helpless that there is not anyone who will help. this brought me to the anima and
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