> Calorie, camera and cholesterol! If somebody were to ask A about these three, he would say, now a days his life revolves around these three. He of course is aptly joined by Rusha who conjoined these three together to begin with. Between the two of them, I have become the butt of the joke at home. It is true that i have been chasing them all over home with my new found love for my newly bought camera and poor things when photographed, look as though they have been stalked day and night. really hurried and irritated at times! ha, ha, i am having a really good time though!! and of course, i have been counting the calories and the cholesterol, both for me and A – and boy, is he going nuts! But he is also loving it, for if i don’t keep a check on his eating, etc, he would quickly ask me why was not i
>disconnecting – Loss and fear of it
>Death … such an ominous word. most are scared of it, it is unknown, full of fantasy and visions. so much has been written, talked about, discoursed with …. i have been with this word for a while. ever since my divorce proceedings started actually. Divorce, as per dictionary meaning is -to separate; cut off -a judicial declaration dissolving a marriage in whole or in part -total separation; disunion -to break the marriage contract between oneself and (one’s spouse) synonyms are dissociate, divide, disconnect, split, disjoin …. i experienced “real” death for the first time in my divorce proceedings. I have experienced many many physical death before but the experience of what death actually feels like was like a bullet that gets lodged. It was not simply dissolving the marriage between two people. I was initiating the processing of discontinuing the history of 30 years between two people that was held in a certain way. the disjointing of relationships tween
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