It has never been easy for me to turn around and leave … just like that …just leave … never been able to do that… always had the last minute pull to stay, to restore, to comfort, the maddeningly foolish belief that ‘everything will ultimately work out right’ … that i was not looking at it properly, that if only i could do things differently, things would be OK. well, i am not calling myself foolish … that would be even more foolish 🙂 but the realisation is that underneath all those thoughts and feelings, did lay one thing, that is my belief that i could do anything under the sun and that (this is even more hilarious) i was strong. and who does not know that strong people stay strong, no matter what. so, i went through life being strong. when i was a child and was being beaten up for little nothings by my aunt and my cousin
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